Subconsciously

So everyone has been asking me if I have been stressed at all.
I would answer all of the them, "No actually!" which is totally true.

Subconsciously I think I might be stressed.
Dang eye has been twitching for five days now.

Most annoying feeling.
Ever.

And yes I am getting enough potassium. I think.

Sneak Peek

Don't you just love the trees?!

These next two tie for one of my favorites.
Notice I said one.

Loved my veil. Pain in the butt to put in place.

This one just makes me smile!

Click here to look at more of this fabulous gals work.

Sixteen days

Sixteen days people.

Sixteen days.

I feel like my life has been in fast forward for the past two months.
It's a little ridiculous. Surprisingly I haven't been stressed. At all.
Which doesn't explain why my face is
going out of control right now. It's been FOREVER since I have had a zit.
Kinda mad.

Two showers down, a few more to go!
Thanks to everyone who have come to those!
Seriously you have my deepest thanks.
It's hard starting off completely on your own.
And a little scary. College was just a fluke. But again, thank you to
everyone who helped. It was so fun to catch up with friends that
I have not seen in a very long time and catch up with families that I grew up with.

Sixteen days.

I can't wait!

Aunt Heather

Pictures still aren't done. I'm just a little impatient! I got a glimpse of six that he finished and I absolutely loved them! Super cute. I seriously can't wait to see the rest. Jake has moved down here and started his job which so far he is starting to like so I guess that's a good thing! Not I guess....that is a good thing! We have recently been spray painting some furniture black. My pointer finger has never been so sore in it's life! Totally pathetic I know. But seriously. It hurts.
My bridal pictures are this Saturday and I still need to figure out how I am going to wear my veil. And iron it with out melting it because it's a netting veil.

Through out the week certain things will happen that keep reminding me that this is all real and happening in less than a month. Last weekend I was with Jake's family celebrating a birthday. One of his little nephews yelled, "Aunt Heather, Aunt Heather!" and ran towards me to give me a big hug. I'm his favorite and you could say the feeling is mutual. He's hilarious. But it was super weird to hear "Aunt" in front of my name. Super weird.

But so exciting!

Remembered

So today it hit me that we are almost into May.

And then it hit me that June is after May.

And then I remembered a youtube video my dad sent me when Jake and I finally decided on June fourth for our wedding and it made me extremely happy.

Blessed

Alright here is an update.

After a grueling search, while studying for finals, Jake has a found a job!

And it has insurance! And he is almost done with finals.

Heavenly Father is definitely looking out for us. I also have a wonderful grandma who is always looking out for us. She has managed to round us up two night stands that have plenty of storage space, some dishes until I get my fabulous square dishes, and a dresser.

Seriously I love my family. You all are the best.

Done.

Jake and I finished our last engagement shoot yesterday and we had so. much. fun!

Loved the people I worked with. We got some pretty awesome shots.

And the weather? Can you say B-ea-utiful?! Seriously both Monday and Tuesday were THE perfect days to take pictures. We will receive them next Friday so I gotta be patient. Which I am so not good at. It's something I'm working on no worries.

Getting my nails done with my G-ma for the first time. Doing a pre test before bridal pictures. No fake nails for me though.

Can't handle them.

Glimpse

Here is a glimpse of some of our engagements. We have another shoot for Monday and Tuesday so we will have tons of pictures! Wahoo!

Lovely

Can I just tell you how much I am digging this weather?
It's hard when you work in a third floor dental office with a lot of windows to see
all the happy people running, biking, or walking their dog.
I wish I had a dog to walk.

Maybe one day.
Jake and I do want a dog....maybe a Lab perhaps? A golden one?

Went to go look at some mattresses today for our apartment and I got this silly urge
to jump from bed to bed. Am I mature enough to get married?

Yes I am!

Sticky notes

I came home from work a little early and found my apartment covered in sticky notes from Jake.

My fiance is the best!

A good laugh

"I stand in the kitchen and I'm all, "I haven't had enough protein today!" And then I eat 19 spoonfuls of peanut butter. Totally justified."

Saw this on a fellow bloggers page and laughed.

Out loud.

It's pretty much my life right now.

Food is the last thing on my mind right now. I can't even remember the last time I had a vegetable. No bueno. I don't need to loose anymore weight. I get to pick up my wedding dress this Friday which I am sooo excited for! It looks amazing and I just ordered my veil so it should be coming soon. Engagement pictures are this next Monday and Tuesday which I am so looking forward to. Outfits are being chosen as we speak! Jake and I have been doing our registry which I thought would be kinda fun but it's not. Semi. Speaking of registry, I have a funny story. So Jake and I started to do ours online. My mom and I had some time later that week and thought we would just pop down to Bed Bath and Beyond and kinda finish it up in person. So we started scanning things and we run into another couple there scanning as well. The guy looks at me and says "where is your fiance?!" Haha he was not happy that he had to be dragged here when all in all his opinion didn't matter (that's how he felt). We ran into them again as we were leaving and she was looking at some outdoor chairs, while he was passed out on one sleeping.

I had a good laugh.