News

So...for those of you who don't know....

I am engaged! To the most amazing man ever! Pictures and story will soon come.

I promise.

Decisions

These past couple of days have been really hard for me for some reason. Everything in my life I have had planned for a while. I never really have had to make a hard decision because I just knew what I would be doing. Well lately a mission has been entering my mind. Constantly. It occurred to me about a week ago that I could be turning in my papers in 3 months.

I about had a heart attack.

I didn't think it was that soon! Now for the longest time I have said I was not going on a mission. It just wasn't for me and I honestly don't/didn't want to go. If I'm gonna go it's going to be because I truly want to. Or I guess if I find it's what the Lord wants me to do. I have had many wonderful examples of women in my life who have gone on missions and have said it has changed their life. My mom, many aunts, friends, and a cousin who is about to leave. I can already see the change in her as she prepares to leave. I feel like there are so many signs that are pointing this way or that way. I could go on a mission. I could get into the dental hygiene program. I could meet a very special guy. I can do missionary work where I am right now. There are so many ways this could go and any of those would be great! But just picking one kinda messes up everything else. So it needs to be THE right one. I was so certain about my life and how it would be. All the pieces were put together. I know I need to ponder things and ask my Heavenly Father, but honestly....I am afraid of the answer I might get.

Oh heaven help me.

Push it baby

I blinked for a second, and found myself back at my apartment, spring break over, and realizing how much I need to get done and fast! Two tests this weekend followed by a bunch of art interviews that I need to go to in order for me to finish my art class! It's officially crunch time! It's hard because I feel my motivation leave a little bit everyday. I need to hang on to it just a little bit longer! Only 5 more weeks left of school!!! School is still going good and work is good but I feel that has been my life for two years now and I'm ready for some fun! I cannot tell you how excited I am to move to Provo and to just be around tons of people and to actually have some fun for once! I only have three classes to finish up before I will have my associates as well as being done with all pre-reqs for dental hygiene so as soon as I finish those up, I am just going to sit pretty, work full time, and play....that is until I get into the dental hygiene program! For now I've just got to give it my all and finish up this semester without killing myself.